Disasters

hey guys todays blog is not going to be about food so sorry for that ,just random thoughts gushing through my mind that i had to put in words and i though blogging would be the best option..when you have so much to tell and no one who can understand or can share it this is the best way out..am sure that most of you would agree on this..when i say not may people can understand it does not mean that no friends neither does it mean no happiness and all those crap..

Its just that sometimes you feel things !!! you can feel the gush of emotions passing through every vein in the body but you just cannot let it out because they "belong" to you and not many would understand it the way you want them to...

Recently I promised myself to let go of the litter in my mind..I was crammed with too many things and i did not want to let go of any of those though they were disturbing , hurtful sometimes it was not even anything relevant to my life but still I JUST COULD NOT LET IT GO and it polluted my mind..I was waiting for things to work out , well actually the phrase "hope against hopen" is the most appropriate expression that i could use...I was waiting and waiting for the tunnel to end to see the sight of light ...but it never did ...I had to break out, I had to accept things that i did not want to but i Did..and I tried to start thinking like a twenty three year old and not like a forty year old...I still could not find what i wanted but it did something good too..made me realize that i could fight alone and all by myself and I did and am really proud of that..I did survive something that i thought i would not get through..here i am now a new me...a new aswathy....I did fight and I did loose but i still won in a way...I won myself back...A much lighter me, a much sensible me..and I am proud of that...

So guys i dont know if any of you have felt the way i have but if you have ,just know that...neither do you have the right to hurt anyone and nor does anyone have the right to hurt you...whatever it is live it out , face it, accept it and move on..live you life the way you want to..fight and survive...